Then no matter where you are, in a crowded restaurant or on some desolate street or even in
the comforts of your own home, you'll watch yourself dismantle every assurance you ever lived
by. You'll stand aside as a great complexity intrudes, tearing apart, piece by piece, all of your
carefully conceived denials, whether deliberate or unconscious. And then for better or worse
you'll turn, unable to resist, though try to resist you still will, fighting with everything you've got
not to face the thing you most dread, what is now, what will be, what has always come before, th
the comforts of your own home, you'll watch yourself dismantle every assurance you ever lived
by. You'll stand aside as a great complexity intrudes, tearing apart, piece by piece, all of your
carefully conceived denials, whether deliberate or unconscious. And then for better or worse
you'll turn, unable to resist, though try to resist you still will, fighting with everything you've got
not to face the thing you most dread, what is now, what will be, what has always come before, th
( Mark Z. Danielewski )
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