The completion of human history is not what I dreamed of, nor to cancel the future, no, no, what I wished is the total disappearance of human beings with their future and past, with their beginning and end, with every period of their existence, with their entire memory, with Nero and Napoleon, with Buddha and Christ, I wished the annihilation The kidneys of a tree rooted in a small stomach without a navel to the first foolish woman who did not know what she was doing, and any horrors We assigned her miserable intercourse, which did not give her any fun
The quote expresses a deep dissatisfaction with the course of human history and a longing for its complete erasure. The speaker does not wish for a mere end but rather for humanity to vanish entirely, including all memories and legacies. This yearning reflects a profound disillusionment with human achievements and the burdens associated with historical events and figures.
The reference to notable historical figures like Nero, Napoleon, Buddha, and Christ illustrates a critique of how their legacies weigh on humanity. The mention of a "first foolish woman" emphasizes a sense of tragic innocence and the complexities of existence, conveying a desire to escape the pains and mistakes inherent in human life.