The speaker reflects on the loneliness and yearning experienced while trying to catch a glimpse of an elusive man, often circling his large house in hopes of a connection. This pursuit leads to feelings of desperation as she recalls standing before the imposing door adorned with a mummified crocodile and sitting in the nearby desert, surrounded by lifeless scenery. The closed windows and absence of life create an atmosphere of sadness and longing.

Her thoughts turn to the idea of having a grandfather who remains invisible and unapproachable, living in isolation. This raises questions about the nature of their relationship and the disconnect that persists, highlighting the strangeness of having family members who are physically present yet emotionally distant. The imagery evokes a sense of loss and a yearning for recognition that remains unfulfilled.