After experiencing a profound moment with God, the individual felt a sense of elation that lasted for about a year. This encounter provided a level of understanding and connection that he had never known before. However, this bliss turned to despair as the realization set in that such an experience would not repeat. He began to grapple with the idea that his remaining life would be confined to the same mundane reality he had always known.

This epiphany led to a deep existential crisis for him. The notion that he would live out many years without the possibility of another divine experience left him feeling more desolate than before. In fact, the memory of that moment with God created a sense of longing and loss that overshadowed his existence, suggesting that sometimes, enlightenment can lead to a greater sense of emptiness when it fades away.