The narrator reflects on a life spent questioning existence beyond physical life, initially feeling that there was nothing after death. This search for meaning led to a reliance on superstition, ultimately proving empty. However, as the narrator experiences the gentle departure of life, a shift occurs, prompting a reevaluation of beliefs and the acknowledgment of wisdom found in the simplicity of others' insights.
This realization brings forth a sense of regret for ignoring these truths in favor of personal struggles. The narrator recognizes that embracing beliefs doesn't diminish one's individual journey and acknowledges that understanding the wisdom of others can coexist with personal existence without sacrificing one’s own battles.