"And I realize ... it's okay. It's okay if St. Clair and I never become more than friends. His friendship alone has strengthened me in a way that no one else’s ever has." The narrator reflects on the importance of friendship over romantic involvement, emphasizing how St. Clair’s support has positively impacted her life.
"He swept me from my room and showed me independence. In other words, he was exactly what I needed. I won’t forget it. And I certainly don’t want to lose it." This highlights how St. Clair's friendship helped her grow personally, making her appreciate his presence in her life and cherishing the bond they share.