And then I wonder what it would be like if he really was falling for me, because Lincoln in real life is a million times more intense than Lincoln in letters... and I'm seriously falling for him.
The narrator reflects on her feelings for Lincoln, questioning the depth of their connection. She imagines what it would be like if his feelings were genuine and reciprocated. The tension between their written correspondence and real-life interactions intensifies her emotions.
As she navigates her growing affection, she recognizes that Lincoln's true personality is far more compelling than what is expressed in their letters. This realization amplifies her feelings, making her wonder about the possibilities of a romantic relationship with him.
