Everything is changing. My relationships are changing, my future is changing, my feelings are changing. My life is one big constant state of flux. I grew up scared of spiders, bees and dark corners in dimly lit basements. But this foe...change...it terrorizes me like nothing before.
The author reflects on how every aspect of her life is in a state of transformation, from relationships to emotions. This constant change creates a sense of unease and instability, making her feel like her life is a whirlwind of uncertainty. The fear of the unfamiliar is deeply rooted in her past, as she reveals childhood fears of spiders and darkness.
However, the most daunting fear she faces now is the fear of change itself. Unlike the simple childhood terrors, this fear manifests in a profound way, presenting itself as an overwhelming force that challenges her sense of security and stability. Through these feelings, she conveys the struggle of adapting to a life where nothing remains the same.
