The experience of intimacy with her was a blend of gentleness and chaos, especially when she was under the influence of alcohol. In her inebriated state, she was less guarded and more focused on her own enjoyment, showing a wild side that both intrigued and excited him. Her reckless abandon allowed her to fully explore her desires, creating a sense of urgency that he found captivating.
This dynamic also gave him a sense of authority, enabling him to choose between succumbing to her immediate passions or exercising restraint to heighten the moment further. The interplay of power in their encounters enhanced his pleasure, as he reveled in the thrill of urging her on while controlling the pace of their intimacy.