Blackthorne, beside the gates, was still turmoiled by his boundless joy at her reprieve and he remembered how his own will had been stretched that night of his near-seppuku, when he had had to get up as a man and walk home as a man unsupported, and became samurai. And he watched her, despising the need for this courage, yet understanding it, even honoring it.
Blackthorne stood near the gates, overwhelmed with happiness at her rescue. He reflected on his own struggles during a pivotal moment in his life when he had to face the challenge of standing alone and embracing his identity as a samurai. This personal journey forced him to confront his fears and ultimately walk forward with newfound strength.
As he observed her, Blackthorne grappled with mixed feelings. He felt both disdain for the necessity of her courage and a deep respect for her ability to confront such challenges. This moment underscored his understanding of the strength required to face adversity, highlighting the honor in wielding courage in difficult times.
