Brittany flew out of school today, following Burro Face. Before I left I saw them together in an intimate conversation by the back field. She picked him over me, which really shouldn't surprise me. When she asked me in chemistry what she should do, I should have told her to dump that Then I'd be happy instead of pissed off. He doesn't deserve her. Okay, so I don't, either.
Brittany's decision to follow Burro Face after school left me feeling betrayed. I observed them engaged in a close conversation, which confirmed my fears that she had chosen him over me. In that moment, I realized that my feelings of anger were based on my own insecurities and heartbreak. I had an opportunity to guide her during our chemistry class, but I hesitated to advise her to break things off with him.
Despite my emotions, I can't help but question if I truly deserve her either. It’s clear that my jealousy stems from my own feelings of inadequacy, as I believe Burro Face is not worthy of her affection. Watching them together is painful, and reflecting on my past interactions with Brittany, I recognize my failures in expressing my feelings. Ultimately, this situation has forced me to confront my own shortcomings in love.
