But I do know. At the same Time, I cannot be sure how the Things that I know will come about. Am I meant to be in some Way Part of this? Should I hold back, will that somehow damage or prevent the Success of our Desires? I often wish I could discuss these Questions with your Husband, though Presbyterian that he is, I think he would find them even more unsettling than I do. And in the end, it does not matter. I am what God has made me, and must deal with the Times in which He has placed me.
The speaker expresses a sense of uncertainty about their knowledge and the potential impact they may have on future events. They grapple with existential questions regarding their role in shaping outcomes and whether their actions might hinder collective aspirations. This internal struggle reflects a common human desire to understand one's purpose and the effects of one's choices.
The speaker also considers the limitations of discussing these profound questions with others, particularly...