The speaker expresses a common dilemma: while they have a clear understanding of what they want to avoid in life, they struggle to identify their true passions or desires. This uncertainty creates a sense of confusion, as they feel capable of pursuing various paths, but lack a defined goal or purpose that excites them.
This internal conflict highlights the challenge of discovering one's true calling. Without a concrete vision of what they want to achieve, the individual feels lost, unable to move forward, which reflects a broader theme of searching for meaning and direction in life.