But no matter where I went, what I was running from would still be with me-Kat. She wasn't just back in the house, in that bed. She was with me now, inside me. And there was no outrunning that.
In "Obsidian" by Jennifer L. Armentrout, the protagonist grapples with an overwhelming sense of personal turmoil and an emotional connection to someone significant in her past. The quote reflects her realization that no matter how far she tries to distance herself from her past experiences and relationships, the memories and feelings remain deeply embedded within her. Running away is futile, as these internal struggles are inescapable.
This internal conflict highlights the theme of confronting one’s emotions rather than evading them. The character understands that the presence of Kat in her life goes beyond physical proximity; it is a profound part of her identity that she carries wherever she goes. The acknowledgment that one cannot truly outrun their past emphasizes the complexities of emotional attachment and the necessity of facing one’s fears and memories.