Caleb envisions a romanticized image of a woman he desires, picturing her elegantly dressed in a luxurious setting, charming his guests during social gatherings. This ideal moment sparks thoughts of admiration and envy from other men, highlighting the allure of a refined life. Yet, despite this daydream, he quickly dismisses the fantasy.
He reminds himself of his current intentions; he is searching for a mistress rather than a lifelong partner. This internal conflict captures Caleb's struggle between longing for companionship and the desire to avoid the commitments of marriage.