The protagonist expresses feelings of frustration and isolation as she navigates her new life as a witch, especially with the revelation of her mother's dark nature. Despite her attempts to bond with her companions, she feels overshadowed by a girl named Chloe, who seems to receive all the attention and affection from the group, particularly from her brother. The protagonist's insecurities are compounded by her sense of danger and the constant need to protect those around her.
This situation leads her to question her worth and the dynamics within the group. She feels somewhat resentful, believing that her efforts are overlooked, and she worries that her actions might be misinterpreted. Her protective instincts are strong, but she fears that even heroic gestures could be viewed negatively, highlighting her struggle to find her place in a tumultuous world filled with danger.