Clive began to realize that his engagement was impacting his personal freedom and choices. He felt constrained by the expectations and obligations that came with being committed to someone. His thoughts reflected a growing frustration about sacrificing his own desires for the sake of the relationship.

This internal conflict highlighted a common struggle in relationships where individuals might feel that their personal interests and hobbies are neglected in favor of partnership obligations. Clive's reflections serve as an exploration of the balance between personal desires and the commitments that come with being engaged.