The author discusses a conflicting desire between the urge to travel and the comfort of home. She describes it as a pull where various aspects of her life distract her, likening daily activities to "striking wet matches." The longing to explore the world is matched by a nostalgic attachment to her home, creating an internal struggle.

When she travels, her thoughts linger on the concept of home, often envisioning serene moments in places like Old Europe or Florence. Yet, each experience nudges her towards the airport, suggesting that the allure of adventure often outweighs her yearning for stability, highlighting the complexity of her passion for both travel and home.