Everything in life, except her kids, made her impatient. She had tried to do a million things. She'd wanted to be a documentary filmmaker and then a painter and then a tiny-ceramic-figure maker. None of it panned out. She'd be full of enthusiasm at first, full of big ideas and energy and drive, but it would all gradually evaporate and disappear. She could never maintain the momentum or the concentration or the confidence she needed to get anything done.
"Everything in life, except her kids, made her impatient," reflects her deep frustration and restlessness. She pursued many passions, from documentary filmmaking to painting and ceramic figures, but none of these ambitions materialized successfully. Her initial enthusiasm would fade over time, leaving her feeling unfulfilled and stuck.
Despite her bursts of energy and big ideas, she struggled with maintaining focus, momentum, and confidence to complete her projects. Her inability to sustain her efforts highlights her ongoing internal battle with patience and consistency in chasing her dreams, ultimately leading to a sense of incompletion and disappointment.