Face it, you're model-gorgeous. Okay, so your eyes are bloodshot and you've got bags from crying all night. But all in all, you've got it goin' on. Look in the mirror, Brit, and say out loud ""No.""Come on. It'll make you feel better. Look right in the mirror and yell !""Nuh-uh.""Can you at least admit you've got good hair?"I look at Sierra. "You talk to yourself in front of a mirror?""I do. Wanna see?" She pushes me aside and moves up close to the mirror. "Not half-bad, Sierra," she tells herself. "Doug is one lucky guy." She turns to me. "See, it's easy."Instead of laughing, I start to cry."Am I that ugly?
In this passage from "Perfect Chemistry," the protagonist struggles with self-image despite being told she is attractive. Although she acknowledges physical flaws, like bloodshot eyes and bags from crying, her friend Sierra encourages her to see the beauty within herself and to speak positively in front of the mirror. Sierra demonstrates this by complimenting herself, trying to show the protagonist an easy way to boost her self-esteem.
The moment turns emotional for the protagonist, who feels overwhelmed by her insecurities. Instead of finding humor in Sierra's act of self-affirmation, she becomes upset, questioning her own worth. This reflects a deeper exploration of how personal struggles with appearance can lead to feelings of inadequacy, highlighting the contrast between self-perception and external validation.
