The protagonist struggles with the pain of loss and the haunting memories of someone he deeply longs for. He tries to convince himself that the person he yearns for was never truly present, recognizing that these feelings stem from his own imagination and desires. Despite this rationalization, he finds it incredibly difficult to accept the reality of his situation.

This internal conflict reveals his inability to let go, as he grapples with emotions that tether him to the past. The tension between resignation and hope creates a profound sense of anguish, highlighting the complex nature of human desire and attachment. Ultimately, he remains trapped in his longing, unable to fully embrace the truth of his circumstances.