In a poignant moment from "The Historian" by Elizabeth Kostova, the narrator reflects on a profound sense of loss and isolation. They acknowledge the years spent under their father's care, who played both parental roles in the absence of a mother and siblings. This sheltering experience created a sense of security and companionship.

However, a turning point emerges as the narrator suddenly feels like an orphan for the first time. This realization highlights the depth of their loneliness and the emotional impact of losing their father’s protective presence, revealing the fragility of the family bonds that define their identity.