In Denis Johnson's "Train Dreams," the character Grainier occasionally attends church services when his trips to town align. He receives warm recognition from others who remember him from his time there with Gladys, yet he often leaves feeling regretful. The church environment stirs deep emotions within him, leading to tears during the hymns.
Despite his sadness, Grainier usually manages to keep his sorrow at bay while tending to various chores at his home on the Moyea. These tasks provide temporary distraction, allowing him to forget his melancholy. However, once he steps into the church and hears the music, the weight of his emotions comes flooding back, reminding him of the grief he carries.