He could hear Jamie's breath, or thought he could-it seemed part of the soft wind that touched his face. He could smell Jamie, smell the musk of his body, the dried sweat and dust in his clothes, and felt suddenly wolflike and feral, longing changed to outright hunger. He wanted. Master me, he thought, breathing deep, or shall I your master be?
The passage highlights the deep sensory connection and intense desires experienced by the narrator towards Jamie. As he senses Jamie's presence through breath and scent, he is overwhelmed by raw, animalistic instincts that awaken a primal hunger within him. The smells evoke a sense of intimacy and closeness, indicating a strong, almost magnetic attraction.
This longing leads to an internal struggle, as he contemplates the dynamics of their relationship. The duality of wanting to be dominated, yet also feeling a desire to take control, reflects the complex emotions that intertwine love and power. Ultimately, the narrator is caught in a moment of heightened awareness and desire, emphasizing the intricate relationships between attraction, dominance, and identity.