The character experiences a profound sense of disorientation, feeling both physically unwell and mentally fragmented between day and night. During the daylight hours, he finds solace in intellectual pursuits and meditation, retreating into the world of books to escape his stagnant reality. This disciplined approach is a means of coping with his discomfort and isolation.

However, with the onset of night, his demeanor transforms drastically. Under the moonlight, he sheds his cerebral constraints and embraces primal instincts, seeking exhilaration in the darkness. This transition reveals a duality within him, as he becomes a wild creature, driven by raw sensations and a deep-seated hunger, reconnecting with the untamed aspects of his nature.