The protagonist reflects on his deep connection to his community and how it shapes his identity. He acknowledges that his sense of self is intertwined with his people, illustrating the sacrifices he faces in contemplating a life with Loretta. This inner conflict highlights the struggle between love and loyalty, as he grapples with the idea of losing everything he knows.

Despite his commitment to his community, the thought of a future without Loretta fills him with despair. The realization of the prophecy serves as a painful reminder that without her, his life would feel empty and devoid of meaning. He experiences a profound sense of loss, raising the question of how one can truly live when faced with such an absence.