The protagonist's nostalgic vision of home embodies tranquility and love, heavily influenced by the idealized memories of her parents following their passing. This dreamlike picture of family life stands in stark contrast to her own reality, deepening her longing for a harmonious existence that she feels increasingly distant from. Her sensitivity to such ideals is heightened, revealing a poignant yearning for connection and warmth that was once provided by her parents.
In moments of emotional reflection, she finds herself moved by scenes from sentimental films that depict family love and reconciliation. The portrayal of a daughter embracing her father stirs feelings of sorrow and regret, accentuated by the brightness of the imagined happy home as evening descends. These tears reflect not just a personal loss but an acknowledgment of the gap between her experiences and the cherished vision of familial bliss she holds dear.