I am afraid. I am not solid, but hollow. I feel behind my eyes a numb, paralyzed cavern, a pit of hell, a mimicking nothingness. I never thought, I never wrote, I never suffered. I want to kill myself, to escape from responsibility, to crawl back abjectly into the womb. I do not know who I am, where I am going - and I am the one who has to decide the answers to these hideous questions.
The quote reflects a deep sense of despair and existential confusion. The speaker feels an intense emptiness, describing themselves as hollow and paralyzed by their own thoughts and emotions. There is a powerful longing to escape from the burdens of responsibility and the painful realities of existence, demonstrated by the wish to return to a more innocent state of being, akin to the safety of the womb. This imagery highlights a...
