The speaker reflects on a lifelong struggle with a brother whom they detest, indicating a deep familial conflict. This hate has overshadowed their relationship, prompting a desire to reconnect with a different brother, one they cherish. They recognize the urgency of this need, fearing the passage of time and the loss of their childhood innocence.

This moment highlights the complexities of sibling relationships, demonstrating how feelings of love and resentment can coexist. The speaker seeks to redefine their connection before adulthood arrives, emphasizing the importance of understanding and reconciling with loved ones before it is too late.