The narrator is grappling with overwhelming emotions following the death of Diego, which has brought clarity to the chaos in her mind. She acknowledges the harsh reality that not only has she lost her friend but also her coven has been defeated, leading to her enemies emerging victorious. The loss feels insurmountable and painful.

Despite the tragedy, there’s an unsettling complexity to her situation. The very people who were once her adversaries are now treating her with unexpected kindness, which intensifies her feelings of betrayal and confusion. Her reflections reveal a struggle to reconcile the loss of her coven, filled with individuals who wouldn't have supported her, with the odd sense of camaraderie from her foes.