In "Pushing the Limits" by Katie McGarry, the protagonist reflects on the weight of failure in her life. She feels a deep sense of disappointment, recognizing that she has tried to be 'normal' and has not succeeded. This sense of failure is profound for her, as it feels permanent and unchangeable, unlike situations that can be remedied, such as retaking a test or starting over in art.
Her struggle to find a new beginning highlights the emotional turmoil she faces. The absence of a second chance leaves her feeling trapped in her circumstances, as if she cannot escape the mark of her perceived failures. This sentiment of longing for redemption resonates deeply, encapsulating the challenge of overcoming one's past and the desire for a clean slate.