I did. I understood all too well, as much as I hated it. This was why we ignored each other. When she walked away the first time, my damn heart ruptured and I swore I'd never let it happen again. Like an idiot, here I was setting off explosives.
The protagonist reflects on a painful experience from the past, realizing that the emotional distance created was a defense mechanism to protect themselves from heartbreak. They vividly remember the moment their heart shattered when someone they cared about walked away, leading to a vow to never feel that pain again.
Despite this determination, the character finds themselves in a situation where they are taking reckless actions that could lead to more emotional turmoil. The internal conflict highlights their struggle between the desire for connection and the fear of getting hurt, showcasing the complexity of human relationships.
