In Margaret Atwood's "Cat's Eye," the narrator reflects on her complex feelings toward another character, highlighting a sense of admiration. Instead of pitying her, the narrator recognizes the audacity in her actions, describing her bad manners as courageous. This complexity shows an appreciation for raw emotional expression, even when it manifests as anger.
The act of throwing a bag of spaghetti is portrayed as an emblem of boldness and an unrefined kind of grandeur. The narrator finds a certain allure in the reckless simplicity of this action, suggesting that there is power in that rage and defiance, ultimately leading to a deeper understanding of the character's energy and emotional state.