The protagonist expresses frustration as their fingers throb painfully, realizing they've been pushed to experiment with fire despite a possible inability to control it. The internal conflict revolves around their anger towards Blake, who seems to underestimate the risks involved. This moment of revelation underscores the importance of understanding one's own limitations before attempting dangerous tasks.

This realization prompts a deeper reflection on trust and safety, as the protagonist wonders about the potential consequences of such recklessness. They question whether Blake would also put them in harm's way in more serious situations, such as standing in front of a moving vehicle, highlighting a growing sense of vulnerability and frustration in their relationship.