I had no idea how we were going to figure this out. but women had been having babies since the beginning of time without doctors. Couldn't be that hard, right? I sort of wanted to punch myself in the face after that though.Childbirth scared the crap out of me.
The author reflects on her apprehensions regarding childbirth, expressing a mix of anxiety and determination. Despite feeling overwhelmed, she recognizes that women have been giving birth for millennia without medical support, which sparks a sense of resilience within her. This realization brings both comfort and a sense of futility, leaving her feeling frustrated with her own fears.