I have found that hesitation, more than anything, has been the invisible hitch that has kept me from joy. I've found that the moment with all its meaningoften moves on by the time I've reconsidered whether or not to enter it. I am not saying we should always be impulsive. More to the point, I have discovered, again and again, that Iusually know what I need to do but just deny it, and it is this small hesitation, this small resistance to enter what is real, that makes life feel neutral or out of reach.
In the excerpt from "The Book of Awakening" by Mark Nepo, the author reflects on how hesitation has hindered his ability to experience joy and embrace meaningful moments. He emphasizes that the act of overthinking can cause opportunities to slip away as he debates whether to engage with life fully. This highlights the importance of being present and recognizing when to take action rather than getting caught up in doubts.
Nepo suggests that while impulsiveness isn't always ideal, he often knows what he needs to do deep down but allows small hesitations to hold him back. This resistance can create a sense of detachment from life's richness, making experiences feel unfulfilling. Ultimately, he advocates for a greater awareness of these moments and encourages embracing them without delay for a more vibrant and connected existence.
