In "Onyx" by Jennifer L. Armentrout, the protagonist navigates the complexities of her feelings and experiences with an unfamiliar world. She finds solace in literature, where she feels confident and knowledgeable. Books provide her with clarity, unlike her interactions with boys, particularly those who are different or "alien" to her. This contrast illustrates her struggle to comprehend emotions and relationships beyond the pages of a book.

The quote highlights the protagonist's internal conflict and her sense of alienation when it comes to romance. While she can easily grasp the narratives within novels, the unpredictable nature of her feelings towards boys, especially those who are not typical, leaves her bewildered. This theme showcases her journey toward understanding both herself and her relationships, making her character relatable to those who have felt similar bewilderment in their formative years.