I was playing it existential, and maybe a bit stupid, but it was the only way I knew how to play it.
In Jonathan Lethem's novel "Gun, With Occasional Music," the narrator reflects on their approach to life and experiences. They admit to playing things in an existential manner, suggesting a deep contemplation of their actions and the meaning behind them. This introspective attitude hints at a struggle with understanding one's place in the world.
However, the narrator also recognizes that this approach may be perceived as foolish. The tension between serious self-reflection and a lighthearted, perhaps whimsical attitude shapes their character and interactions throughout the book, highlighting the complexities of navigating life and identity.