In "A Matter of Magic" by Patricia C. Wrede, Kim grapples with her feelings of inadequacy compared to other women who seem to capture the attention of Mairelon, a man she is interested in. She observes that despite the allure of stunning beauty like Letitia Tarnower, Mairelon remains uninterested. Additionally, she reflects on how even a highly talented wizard like Renee D'Auber has failed to win his affection over the years.

This realization leaves Kim feeling discouraged about her own chances with him, questioning what possibility she has to attract someone who has not shown interest in such remarkable individuals. Her internal struggle highlights the theme of self-worth and the challenges of romantic competition in a world filled with extraordinary personas.