The protagonist feels a sense of security and identity in her role as a mother, viewing her new life with a baby as a shield against her past or potential dangers. She embraces the idea that as long as she adheres to the routine and expectations of motherhood, she will remain safe and free from her previous troubles. This new identity allows her to blend into the community of mothers, providing her with a simple purpose and a way to navigate her existence.
Her focus is on the daily tasks of parenting, implying that by fulfilling this role, she can avoid facing any harsh realities. There’s a sense of urgency in her request to "wrap each day" before time runs out and she loses her safety and stability. The character's journey reflects an internal struggle between the desire for a normal life as a mother and the underlying fears of what lies beyond the confines of her sheltered existence.