Thursey reflects on the disconnect between marrying for love and gaining wealth, realizing that in a fictional world, both can coexist. However, she acknowledges that her reality is far from this idealized narrative. The contrast between her dreams and her tattered clothing and shoes highlights her struggles, reinforcing her sense of longing for a better life.
As she puts away her books, Thursey contemplates the notion of choice, feeling that in her own life, such decisions are not possible. She recognizes that the concept of choosing between love and wealth feels like a fantasy meant for stories rather than attainable reality. This introspection reveals her yearning for a life filled with possibilities that remain just out of reach.