In my mortal life, I saw mainly those texts that the church sanctioned--the gospels and the Orthodox commentary on them, for example. These works were of no use to me, in the end.
The narrator reflects on their limited exposure to religious texts during their life, primarily focusing on those approved by the church, such as the gospels and Orthodox commentary. Despite their authority, these works ultimately fail to provide the insight or utility the narrator seeks.
This realization highlights a deeper quest for understanding beyond sanctioned doctrines. The narrator's experience suggests a search for knowledge that transcends traditional religious teachings, emphasizing a journey...