In the past, he struggled to immerse himself in reading until his flight had taken off, leading him to idly browse magazines and gift shops while waiting for departure. This sense of superficial engagement has mirrored his life in recent years, feeling akin to perpetually flipping through a magazine without truly diving into any content. The metaphor suggests a dissatisfaction with how he has spent his time, indicating a longing for deeper experiences.
If he had realized the extent of time he would be stuck in this metaphorical airport lounge, he might have chosen a different path for his life. Instead, he finds himself restlessly waiting, often feeling irritable and impatient with those around him. This reflection highlights a universal theme of regret over missed opportunities for meaningful engagement and fulfillment.