It is suicide to be abroad. But what it is to be at home, ... what it is to be at home? A lingering dissolution.
In Samuel Beckett's "All That Fall and Other Plays for Radio and Screen," the quote reflects the deep existential struggle of the protagonist. The notion of being "abroad" indicates a sense of disconnection and despair, suggesting that attempting to escape one's circumstances can be detrimental. It implies a feeling of hopelessness, where the outside world becomes a metaphorical death, highlighting the weight of isolation.
Conversely, the contemplation of what it means...