It's just that since the moment I realized what healing you meant, or what I thought it meant, I never thought I'd face a day without you. That I'd never have to worry about going on if you weren't there. And I'm not trying to make this into some kind of Romeo and Juliet bullshit, but now I know there's a chance of that and it . . . it fucking terrifies me, Kat. It really does.
The speaker expresses deep emotional turmoil reflecting on their understanding of healing, particularly in relation to a significant person in their life. They convey a sense of dependence, believing they could never face life without this individual. The realization that there might come a day when they are apart fills them with fear and uncertainty about how to continue without that support.
While they avoid comparisons to dramatic love stories, the...
