It was thought, perception, sensations that interested her, the conscious mind as a river through time, and how to represent its onward roll, as well as all the tributaries that would swell it, and the obstacles that would divert it. If only she could reproduce the clear light of a summer's morning
The protagonist is captivated by the nuances of thought, perception, and sensation, viewing the conscious mind as an ever-flowing river that moves through time. She is intrigued by the various influences that can enhance or disrupt this flow, such as emotional experiences that act as tributaries or obstacles along its course. This metaphor emphasizes the complexity of human consciousness and the desire to capture its essence in her artistic endeavors.
Additionally, she yearns to reflect the clarity and brightness of a summer morning in her work, symbolizing an ideal state of understanding and insight. This aspiration highlights her quest for authenticity in representing deep, subjective experiences through her creative process, bridging the gap between fleeting moments of perception and lasting artistic expression.
