Jamie. I want you to mark me.What? he said, startled.The tiny sgian dhu he carried in his stocking was lying within reach, its handle of carved staghorn darkagainst the piled clothing. I reached for it and handed it to him.Cut me, I said urgently. Deep enough to leave a scar. I want to take away your touch with me, tohave something of you that will stay with me always. I don't care if it hurts; nothing could hurt more thanleaving you. At least when I touch it, wherever I am, I can feel your touch on me.
In this emotional passage from "Dragonfly in Amber," the character expresses a powerful desire to maintain a lasting connection with Jamie. She asks him to mark her with a scar, signifying a deep bond that transcends physical presence. The request demonstrates her intense love and the fear of separation, as she seeks a tangible reminder of him that she can carry with her, highlighting the significance of their relationship.
The urgency in her voice reveals her desperation; she believes that the pain from this act will be less than the anguish of leaving him behind. This moment captures the essence of their love, illustrating how deeply intertwined their identities have become. The scar symbolizes an enduring connection that will allow her to feel his presence even when they are apart.