Just exactly what that good life was--the one I expected--I cannot tell you now exactly, though I wouldn't say it has not come to pass, only that much has come in between.
The speaker reflects on their expectations of what a fulfilling life should be, acknowledging that they cannot clearly define this "good life" they once envisioned. Despite feeling that their ideal has not fully materialized, they are careful not to express disappointment, implying that life has unfolded in unexpected ways.
This quote reveals a sense of introspection and complexity in understanding happiness. The speaker recognizes the obstacles and experiences that have shaped their life journey, suggesting that while they may not have realized their original dreams, there is a sense of acceptance regarding life's unpredictability.