In this excerpt from "Queer" by William S. Burroughs, the narrator, Lee, observes a boy named Allerton with a mix of admiration and desire. Lee is captivated by Allerton’s delicate features and expresses an intense longing, feeling as if he could reach out and physically touch him, even though this is purely imagined. The vivid description of Allerton’s violet eyes and emotional excitement adds depth to Lee’s feelings, showcasing a moment of intimate connection.
As Lee's hands metaphorically explore Allerton's body, the narrative highlights the complexity of desire and the aching longing that comes with it. Lee’s emotions are palpable as he experiences both pleasure and pain in this charged moment. The intertwining of physical attraction and emotional sensitivity reveals the intensity of Lee’s feelings, and Burroughs captures the essence of human desire in a profound way.