Let me get someone to drive you home, I say before my fucked-up mind thinks of a million ways I could violate her tonight. I'm buzzed from alcohol and high, too. When I have sex with this girl, I want all my faculties.She purses her lips and pouts like a kid. No. I don't want to go home. Anywhere but home.Oh, man.I'm in trouble. She looks up at me, her eyes in the moonlight sparking like rare, expensive jewels. Colin thinks I want you, you know. He says our bickering is foreplay.Is it? I ask, holding my breath to hear her response. Please, please let me remember the answer in the morning.
The narrator expresses a conflicted desire to drive a girl home while battling troubling thoughts, influenced by alcohol and drugs. He reflects on wanting to engage with her physically, wishing to be fully aware during the experience. The girl’s playful behavior reveals her reluctance to return home, which only complicates the narrator’s feelings and intentions.
As he observes her captivating eyes, he recalls Colin's suggestion that their arguments serve as a form of foreplay, creating tension between them. The narrator anxiously waits for her response, desperate to remember their interaction in the morning, highlighting his uncertainty and the complex emotions at play.
